You should learn to print ! (if you shoot B&W)

My first prints after stopping for 3 years

Yeap should should learn to print if you shoot B&W, hell you should also learn to develop your own negatives if you are not doing that already.

 When i was still in the navy, my seniors once told me, for every appointment that you hold, you should try to expereince the fullness of that appointment, that is to say that you should strive to do everything that the appointment offers. If you are a sonar guy, you need to try and track a real submarine, fire a torpedo and so on.

Go discover the magic! Then decide if you still want to carry on.